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Fifteen; The Hoarder; ‘Josephine’, by Craig Cliff
In 2008, CRAIG CLIFF attempted to write one million words... *awkward silence* His poetry has most recently appeared in Trout, Turbine and Blackmail Press, and his fiction in Best New Zealand Fiction Volume 5.* * *
Fifteen
Well on your way to adulthood
you stand like a wooden
carving of a giraffe
prone to toppling when toddlers
rumble past.
*
On the plains I saw a mother bend
her neck into a rainbow of affection
and rub her child’s hide
with her horns.
(The guide explained the horns,
or ossicones, are there from birth,
lying flat against the skull
and popping upright after seven days.)
When the juveniles ran
their bamboo legs held
somehow.
At dusk two adults crossed necks
like crossed swords
and I couldn't not think: “Love.”
The Hoarder
The smell of your plaster cast
just after it was removed
The roundness of stones from Pahongona streams
Every double-yolked egg you’ve ever cracked
The chords for ‘It’s Only Natural’
and the order in which to play them
Your fascination with cellophane
Beef stroganoff
The discarded skins of the cape gooseberries
you rolled down your uncle’s alley
The weight of a triangle struck in perfect time
The stroke order for twenty-two kanji
The shocking pink of your teenage rebellion
(and the wafers they stuck in ice cream sundaes).
*
Here in the last place you’d look
I will wait.
‘Josephine’
engaged,
I would go to his picture again and again
though it would not stain me / would only
appear in blinking eyes—
one quick comet to spot
*
there in the last joists of light
the dark north of his eyes
their quick surveys—
a ladybird stuck in the honey
I have pledged to become.
© Craig Cliff 2008





